Fruitless
Jeremy Martin
There’s an icicle garden in my front yard.
Stalactites become stalagmites. I pluck them
from rooftops of houses with the lights off,
four cars in the garage.
I am responsible for skyscrapers.
My garden melts in the springtime.
I return to houses with the lights off
on my hands and knees, I plant flowers that
I will never nurture. Every petal that darkens,
a new flower in its stead. I’m not sure who notices because
I can’t make eye contact.
Nothing can grow here,
save for indifference, flourishing in the unspoken,
in the alleyway dumpsters, filled with caviar and half-empty champagne bottles,
the midnight bus downvalley, the faded letters of the boarded-up-bakery
on main street, the walls caving in.
There’s a new Chase Bank down the street.
Maybe I am no better,
to reject my own soil, where old roots remain. Roots that
entangle with others, growing together,
defining one another, birthed of one land.
The ice always seems to melt, but
I know how to photosynthesize.
Stalactites become stalagmites. I pluck them
from rooftops of houses with the lights off,
four cars in the garage.
I am responsible for skyscrapers.
My garden melts in the springtime.
I return to houses with the lights off
on my hands and knees, I plant flowers that
I will never nurture. Every petal that darkens,
a new flower in its stead. I’m not sure who notices because
I can’t make eye contact.
Nothing can grow here,
save for indifference, flourishing in the unspoken,
in the alleyway dumpsters, filled with caviar and half-empty champagne bottles,
the midnight bus downvalley, the faded letters of the boarded-up-bakery
on main street, the walls caving in.
There’s a new Chase Bank down the street.
Maybe I am no better,
to reject my own soil, where old roots remain. Roots that
entangle with others, growing together,
defining one another, birthed of one land.
The ice always seems to melt, but
I know how to photosynthesize.
Jeremy Martin (Pomona '25) is from Aspen, Colorado. He likes 70s R&B, wearing bright colors, and staying up too late.
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